For my hypothetical boyfriend
Requested and literally recorded on a rainy Sunday morning hahaha kbye
073014: Another epic Wednesday with these people, celebrating Gio’s birthday! They picked me up at work (wow naman girl na girl) and then we went to SM, supposedly to eat but instead we just ran around like idiots. Well basically because they were teasing me to run after all of them -.-” Then we got tired and decided to drive to Chicken Avenue and eat there instead! A night of extra rice! And the Pepsi bottle that would not open. Srsly we have a 15 minute video of that on Tonne’s phone trying to open it and we ended up getting it replaced by 7eleven instead (lol) and oh yes we pigged out! So much love for these guys!!!!
The long awaited night of Katrina’s debut! After all the stressful days of its preparation! Lol so what can I say it was an epic night with the most amazing people! Highschool friends and some elem friends!
This is me and the lovely debutant HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
This are my expected-profile-pictures-on-fb-to-be but I have no decent one so I really don’t know HAHAHA anyway uhmm so this is me being weird
And this is me attempting to have a “decent” picture showing off my outfit for the night!
And some more crazy photos! Credits for Calvin Carreon and his wonderful DSLR (lol) because they really have great shots!!!
And here are some of our “groupies” taken from different phones and cameras and whatever hahahahahaha good times good times!!!!
AND PARTY!!!!!! WEEEEE DEFINITELY A NIGHT TO REMEMBER!!!! (we even broke a platform hahahahaah)
SO MUCH LOVE FOR THESE PEOPLE!
I have been super busy for the past two weeks and it’s really nice because although it was a tough one, I was really happy. For starters though, on why my past couple of days were “super occupied”, I’ve been working as an English Tutor for Koreans at a certain International School. I was hired the second week of July and my first day was the Monday that followed that week and I have been exhausted because my shift is from 8am-5pm. (and wow srsly I finally had a reason to get out of bed and not have a graveyard shift as a normal body clock) And since the weekend following my first week was Katrina’s Birthday Celebration (which I would have a separate post for), I was really really occupied and pressured even after my shift.
So this is me and my “work buddies”! (wait nakakastress yung peace sign hahahahaha don’t mind it lol we’re just very hyper) Hahaha wtf that’s Julius and Cheska and my lunch times wouldn’t have been awesome if it weren’t for them and our ice-cream-after-lunch thing almost every day! Ad btw I have so much love for Korean ice cream!!!!!
And this is me on my first day! Hahahaha it’s really funny because I have to look decent and all lol and in this picture, I was really trying hahaha
I am really grateful because my first week was such a blast, I was really tired at the end of the day but it was as if there was always something wonderful about the day that I would just be so thankful of and all of my stress would just disappear! And especially my students, ahhhhh they are so nice and I am very thankful to have them as my students. My second week was even better now that of course everyone’s even closer than ever and we even went to SM with our students for some sort of field trip. It was exhausting but worth it! It’s such a shame I was only up for two weeks and they kept saying “teacher don’t go” like awwwwwh it’s just really nice to feel wanted (lol wow). My two weeks as a “teacher” was really awesome! Thank you so much Lord!
And so, as of now I am very frustrated with how fast the days have gone and that in a few days I’ll be back in Baguio to face reality and.. ohwell college life again. But I’m just really thankful to have a break with everything, and be back home for 2 months with the people I really love. It gives me some sort of fresh start and a vivid idea of who I really am, because the people around here remind me of her. And I’m not afraid to go back out there anymore.
I’d like to think that I don’t like you, even if I drown in your brown eyes whenever you have a story to tell. Even if I feel every nerve in my body go crazy when I hear you call out my name. Even if I feel like I’m flying with the simple sight of your smile. Even if I fight the urge of wanting to hold your hand when we walk around. Even if I want to kiss you whenever your cheeks brush with mine in the middle of a hug. Even if I imagine what it’s like to fall asleep in your arms at night.
I’d like to tell myself that I don’t miss you, even if I long for your company most than any other person I have around. Even if I wish you were here to cuddle me in and laugh with me whenever I’d watch movies in my room. Even if I keep coming back to that moment when you held me and told me that I was going to be alright, with a peck on my forehead. And I’d like to tell myself that it did not mean anything, but there are voices in the deepest part of my soul wishing that it did.
I’d like to believe that I see you as nothing more than a friend even if it stings a little bit when you talk about her.